KAREKTER
care-ek-tor: volatile expression or mannerisms, bound with core values, principles, and higher consciousness; typically in a vocal form whether verbal, physical, or scripted, producing efforts to be acknowledged and primarily for it's unwavering passion
KAREKTER was birthed during the Pandemic in 2020 while in grief, in hopes of revitalizing pieces of myself I had become foreign to. I had just entered an indistinct phase in life that left me to feel purposeless and distrustful, a transit I couldn't get out of so I knew that I had to turn within. Soon after, that grief turned into a deep inner child yearning, amidst a plea from the spiritual realm that internally altered my perception of life and death.
This awakening put me at my rawest, my most vulnerable form. I no longer felt the need to operate with inadequate emotions, I no longer felt the pressure to conform to the conventional norms of being. Instead, I built my own strength of discernment and began to pave paths in spirit led directions. I no longer subjected myself to what others perceived me as or being a way I didn't intend on being and began pivoting towards doing things no one couldn't really see me doing, involving myself in things that spoke to me.
KAREKTER was announced to me by Mother as an ENTITY.
As a pathway, and a blueprint, as a foundation for a community to unfold in the depths of our nature without any regard or limitations. KAREKTER is a representation of anyone who has ever felt restricted of showing up as their whole self, or for anyone unsure of who they are. KAREKTER is what each of us possess, though must nurture through self care and standing in our truth.
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who came up with all this?
I go by the name 'Protected Free Spirit' where others may refer to me as Kellz, Killa(Kellz), Hollywood, (Kellz)Hollywood, Tanay, Nay, (Nana)Bear, Pretty Pie, Sun Face. All names that were either given to me or self created. All names that could be triggered into disposition at any time yet are all tied to the same integrity. Just like an actress who play in different movies...my Kareketer alters based on the scene, always rising to each occasion. I am a woman of leadership, a devouring conversationalist & I pay very close attention to detail. I am humanitarian natured, which means I am a woman of service. A natural influencer & innovator, I often leave people, places & situations better than when I found them. I can be a beacon of light, or a pathway to darkness since I have mastered the art of my being & had to gain the courage of living unapologetically. I am a student of life, & a teacher within my right through testimony. Gifted visionary & purified healer, I bare the balance of a disciplinary & a nurturer illuminating authority. I set out to live a healthy & wholesome life solely by taking care of myself and speaking from passion as I believe self care is the root to an endless thrive mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually. So, while engaging in this blog you will find that I am not just an atom of something but a molecule of all things AND even with knowing all that I am... you may still end up creating a new name for me yourself!
